| - I Should Have Cheated
Whoa...the things ive been through these past few
weeks. ya im a fool...but sometimes i dont know what else to do. i am a
mess.
Ahhh....im soooo excited about this week. dressin up for youth group. gonna see SawII. Im goin to fright fest. ahhh im so happy. i havent had fun in awhile. not since last time i went to six flags lol.
School sucks. its boring and i dont like it. Its a
waste of time... omg and one of the kids in my english class died Its so sad. dont know how it happened but its juss weird n it really makes you think.....
hmmm...i thought i had more talk about....guess not...ill write back whenever.
Feeling: yawn.....
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| - My Humps Hey,
Its been awhile. i got a new layout.different than my favorite one of all time but i needed a change.
Things have been good. kind of gotten myself into a routine, going to school, work, and youth group, and sleeping are what life has become these past few weeks. OoOo ya BUT i got One Tree Hill Season Two!!!!!! so i am very excited about getting into that...it brings me into their world lol n i love it!
Friday i got into a minor car accident . i side swiped some lady on elmora ave. it wasnt too bad only $350 and a minor scratch on my car. i WAS streessin juss cuz everything in life (and my car) seems to go wrong at the same time...or mayb things in life are juss always goin wrong. but w/e my dad didn get mad or nething and the lady was really nice. its juss now my car is a peice of junk and i dont want it nemore lol!
Today i went to the Liberty and....swept. ya thats about it. i came home and watched One Tree Hill and fell asleep only to get ready for work while jon "plays" at his uncles house with his boyfriend joyson....it kinda makes me sick but w\e...."bros before hoes"... i guess.
Alright well....i have to get ready for work. i probably wont write bak for awhile so ENJOY!
Feeling: sloppy second 
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| - How Could The One I Gave My Heart To I started college today:). I saw alot of people i knew at orientation , but not alot the first day. So far i dont kno anyone in my only class at the cranfored campus. We'll see how that goes n we'll see how it is on the elizabeth campus. Im not excited about this new chapter in my life at all.
Life right now for me is really hard. Everyday it hurts but i try hard not to make it show (im sure im not good at hiding it). Just taking it one day at a time. I care alot, but its obvious the feelings arent mutual. Im getting used to feeling this feeling. I carried it so long that now it just feels a part of me. I have people to turn to but its not the people or should i say {person} i really long to get the sympathy from. Well ill give it "time" which seems to be everyones favorite word. Maybe with time it will be better. (doubt it). Well im glad its easy for one of us.
So i went on Kingda Ka. Whats good with that! It was definately a miracle that happened. It was a nice ending to the summer and a nice ending to "it." lol .
Yes well im very nervous about the future. I feel scared, alone, and nervous. Not too many hopeful emotions. Come on this is supposed to be the best time of my life...cant wait for it to start feeling like it!
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| I'm officially off restrictions on my lisence .
Things with college suck...financial aid is a biotch. So who knows! Im
re-doing my room but its taking forever for the furniture and carpet to
come in. All I do is work. But hopefully im
goin to six flags sometime soon. i love it there. summer has been fun i
just wish i didn have to work. i work all these hours but im still
poor? go figure. neway i think thats it. ill probably write back in a
month lol....love ya
feeling: It' HOT
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| WHAAAAT I graduated biatches. Project Graduation was cute lol......
Now onto better things....i guess. Its all so bittersweet
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